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Redemption for the Enemy within Me
I used to think of ways I could attempt to end my life without pain Staring into the well of darkness and imagining the swiftest way to a quick efficient end Tears rolling down my cheeks, landing on lips to afraid and embarrassed to call a friend No words to express, no energy to describe
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The Weight of Becoming
6/22/25 My friend asked me, “If life is mostly all butterflies and sunshine, then why do you struggle with mental health issues that make you feel depressed?” That wasn’t exactly her wording, but it’s what she meant. And I told her it’s because I have to live in this world surrounded by people who are
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Five Fucking Dollars and a Dream on Life Support
Written on 6/18/25 I have got to release this before I explode, and writing it out is the only thing that gives me even the slightest relief. Buckle up, because this is going to be a LONG. ASS. VENT. SESSION. It’s moments like this where I wish someone would create an AI that could literally
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