Author: Fierce Rebel
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Threshold Year- Fierce Rebel Return
Fierce Rebel here, back, better, stronger, and ready for my transformation to grace these pages. It’s been over 4 months since my last posted blog and I refuse to let this space wither away. My purpose is huge and this website I believe will be a important piece of history. And to think of the…
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Nothing Was In Vein
Things have changed… but nothing around me looks different.And yet, the certainty in my spirit is louder than it has ever been. My faith isn’t shaky anymore, it’s a solid floor beneath my feet. Something is working on my behalf in the unseen, and I know it. I am as sure as the sunrise, it’s…
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Redemption for the Enemy within Me
I used to think of ways I could attempt to end my life without pain Staring into the well of darkness and imagining the swiftest way to a quick efficient end Tears rolling down my cheeks, landing on lips to afraid and embarrassed to call a friend No words to express, no energy to describe…
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The Weight of Becoming
6/22/25 My friend asked me, “If life is mostly all butterflies and sunshine, then why do you struggle with mental health issues that make you feel depressed?” That wasn’t exactly her wording, but it’s what she meant. And I told her it’s because I have to live in this world surrounded by people who are…
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Five Fucking Dollars and a Dream on Life Support
Written on 6/18/25 I have got to release this before I explode, and writing it out is the only thing that gives me even the slightest relief. Buckle up, because this is going to be a LONG. ASS. VENT. SESSION. It’s moments like this where I wish someone would create an AI that could literally…
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The Puzzle I’m Still Piecing Together
One slow connection at a time toward something bigger than me… I often talk about reaching and attaining my goals — it’s practically all I think about these days. But the truth is, reaching a goal isn’t the end; it’s just the beginning. Once I finally grasp what I’ve strived and sacrificed for, I realize…
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Evolving in Real Time
Wowzers, it’s been a little over a month since I have graced this page with my presence. I’m a little disappointed about that, but here I am, and I’m here to stay. As I’ve mentioned in my past blogs, consistency and me, we had our struggles. But this year… We are overcoming them all. It’s…
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The Paradox of Us
Currently, I’m sitting at my desk in a position I hold as a house manager, overseeing staff who care for three “intellectually disabled” white women. I’m in the middle of reading this book called Caste by Isabel Wilkerson, and it has fueled some feelings that I can’t seem to ignore. Right now, we are amidst…
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The Ghost of Who I Was
I was born a lover girl to the core. I had a love for people, animals, and nature so strongly I thought I could embody it and transform anything and anyone I was in close proximity to. Maybe I watched too many movies about romance, healthy friendships, strong communities with “good people,” and “typical” family…
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Beyond the Illusion
Lately, I’ve been thinking a lot about success—what it truly means for me, especially in today’s world. Should I keep chasing the dream of becoming a millionaire through content creation, allowing my creativity to take center stage? Should I stay locked in, refining my craft, perfecting my message, and reaching the people who are waiting…